I can't take it anymore. So I have only here to turn to.
All what I need is a space to write all my frustrations.
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I'm used to be a
a girl who doesn't dare to speak,
a girl who doesn't know how to start a conversation,
a girl who doesn't dare to make new friends,
...... yes, a girl who is very shy.
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I was even joked by my own siblings that I've 自闭症.
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However, when I've decided to learn to grow up,
trying very hard to come out off the shell and face the world.
I met with many events that makes me loses confidence and disappointed.
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To J, A, X
I know you guys are closer to one another and can really click together,
Thank you for trying to include me, really thank you.
However, I don't like the feeling of ...
we're a clique while I'm actually not needed.
I know we've tried our best to come together but I know I can't fit in just like that.
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